The combination of life and Nick Cave intensifies my mopiness.
I woke up today meaning to show up at 9.30 for drug discovery, but realised that although drug discovery sounds interesting, I can't bring myself to go to university. Several people feel like I do, if life was a horror movie it would be a cursed place, built on ancient burial land. With luck, the dead will crack through its walls and claw it down to hell.
To be fair, I know people who spend time there voluntarily, so it can't be that bad a place. It's probably just me.
In Zelda there's a Temple of Fire, which slowly saps your life away. That is what university's like.
I don't actually understand it, as far as I can see, I can sit at home and read the notes as long as I don't think about uni, I can go to work, I can do work, I can cook, I can do anything as long as I don't actually enter the salivating, bloodied jaws of Satan.
I'm also looking forward to smoking in the park.
Summary: Today I couldn't face going to uni, so I wore black and eyeliner and went to work. The End.
Where is your favourite place to be on a sunny Sunday afternoon?
Submitted by Rev Stan.
The park.
Witness:
Hello World.
James is moving to Singapore in about a month.
I've been an ethnobotany intern at Kew Gardens over the summer. It was amazing. I helped with a chinese medicines book, digitised cinchona, and helped a lady with her aloe stuffs.
They had loads of stuff, like a giant puffball in a box that they couldn't open or the puffball would puff. I think, the biggest puffball in the world. She blows love on a puffball.
London rocked hard. I slept. I ate. I went to the park.
Now I'm back in school and figuring out how to use apbs for an interny-thing with BII.
My life seems vaguely back on track for the first time since I was about 12 and adolescent misery kicked in. I'm happy>sad most of the time now; I'm more mature and responsible; if anything, I learned social skills at Kew, which might not seem like much but are incredibly important; I'm more organised, it took more long enough; I spend more time with my mum and less in my room with my door shut: I'm repairing, even if my computer's fucked.
I plan to study more this semester and average about a B, I need to graduate and study on or get a job or something, hopefully study on. Therefore I need to study, because I'm smart.
I will do that.
Possibly now.
Love,
Maryam.
i've found something wonderful: peppermoon.
new new hair
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photoshop: 
Large areas of Siberia experienced a foul-smelling, oily orange snowfall last week.
argh.
i watched the enron movie. i want a life away from corporate greed. :(
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